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I'm not in love, This is not my heart.
I may mean nothing at all. I understand nothing was done for me.
Akihiko Jasnoski ♥



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Behind those walls, I have my own world to share. Apparently, I would say Life is Wonderful. Yet life itself, was hard & smooth, & far away. I lead my own way of life, which others don't know. In anyway, I don't bawl to haters. I may fail, yet it doesn't mean I'm a failure in life. Searching the meaning of life, has always been my essence. Photography tells my reality of life. I tremendously adore babies and toddlers & I often go gaga over them.







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Actived .
6/16/2010 @ 2:09 PM

Oh well, though I'm out of town or out of this country you wouldn't care much nor less. What's the different anyway? Cause you hardly see my face at home isn't it? I'll only spend sometime at home while I spend most of my time in school. Do you bother? Hell NO! If I'm gone & never come back, you won't be bothered too & I guess you have found somebody to replace me as your own fucking daughter! Why are you treating me like this?!

Am I that horrible to your eyes? Why do you have negative thoughts of me? Why not your son? You're being so bias, don't you know that? Gosh! You are so smart at advising someone to take care of their child, but have you? NO! Never will! You think so highly of somebody else & I seem worthless to you. You may not know how much I suffer throughout your treatment. Cause you never cared. What you cared was your grandchild & sons! I detest it so much that you don't even know what I'm thinking.

Dad can treat me so nice like his own child while you treat me like a piece of shit that ought to be dumped in the garbage! Do you know how much I yearned to see you changed? If Dad has the perspective of me as a young adult yet why are you still treating me like a small kid? I'm already 17, what more do you want? If you hate seeing me so much at home, why do you bother giving birth to such a baby like me? Doctors have said earlier that you should abort me when I was still in your womb.Why didn't you do so, I know now you've being regretful of having me. I know I'm just nothing & a nobody to you. You don't understand me like how my very own sister does. She is more like a mother to me while you're not. Why?! Can't you even see that? It seems like you no longer need someone like me no more. We're not talking for like 2weeks straight, what more do I have to judge from your attitude? Am I in the wrong or you?

I guess now if I'm out with anybody, your say or whatever you have to babble about; it won't bother me like how it use to. Like seriously, its pointless! Bang bang bang! Blaaaah laaaah!

Fine, I give up asking myself too many questions which I knew there's no answers to it. Literally, I'm learning to adapt to such situations now. & won't bother about what she's gonna think of. I guess I have my own life now which I could make use of it. To be honest, I want this to stay for God sake! She won't bother & I won't have to care. :/


SUCKER! UP YOURS!

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PhotoGraphy !
6/15/2010 @ 5:26 AM

Back from Port Dickson & Melaka.

Photography is already up at my Facebook <3

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Away, Inactive.
6/11/2010 @ 4:27 AM

Away to Port Dickson & Melaka! Will be back by Tuesday.
Gonna miss you guys above (:

I have yet to tidy up my bag with clothes & necessary stuff. I'm so drained out to do so although I'm really looking forward for such trips/events. Gosh! Hopefully its gonna be fun. I hardly wait to snap those pictures. Wooohoo! I'm gonna have a great time with them & stress-free babe! The only reason why I agreed for such trips is to escape from the madhouse that really freakin' me out! For God sake, I have no idea when it is gonna end. Oh please!

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PJ ♥
6/10/2010 @ 11:07 PM










You're the closest thing to me & that is why I love you! ♥


All of the above.

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Something you won't know .
6/07/2010 @ 12:20 PM

I was born to tell you I love you, but you're not there to hear it.

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Work !
6/05/2010 @ 10:56 PM

[Work was fun! Thanks peeps! Love you all!
& to Andrew don't be cheeky! Hehe!]



I can't stop loving you,
that's why I can't say go.

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Loved ♥
6/03/2010 @ 11:43 PM

Perhaps, you're giving me a purpose.

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