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I'm not in love, This is not my heart.
I may mean nothing at all. I understand nothing was done for me.
Akihiko Jasnoski ♥



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3/21/2010 @ 2:43 AM

If you're trying to break my heart, its working.

Its irony for such things to happen when I'm still holding on to it. None of us can be mended, I have no answers to that but that is how it seems like. It is a monotonous toil.

I'm ignoring it recklessly, its really torturing when I have to assume that everything is fine when you know it was never okay. You may not feel it, I do. Every single words that is being uttered from my mouth, somehow are being treated lightly. I can't have my say. We are not compromising on our flaws that we both had. You just have your own ways to handle it. I don't deserve this treatment.

I'm galled. I'm baffled. I'm upset. Uncertainty is set in my mind. For what you have done to hurt me or to make me fall out of love, its working cos you know. I'm still waiting. Its an ugly process to go through yet I'm reluctantly abiding it slowly.



This is so wrong.
This is not how it should work.

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