What's with me this few weeks? Don't bother asking me cos I don't really know what is going on. I'm not being myself, that's for sure. I may have to do soul searching (?). Oh well, just drop the suggestion.

Lately, I've been turning to a new person which not many known me for. I'm not trying to keep a distant from any of you, & obviously not you dear. I've been too quite & I mute myself for sometimes. I'm isolated from the one I loved, its like a whole new world for me which nobody lives with me. I can't seem to understand the issues. I don't really know how it started or when. Everything seems to be moving slightly faster within time & I'm not able to see it with my naked eyes.

Now, time tends to pass by faster than ever. Which I hate it, yes I hate time. Cos, it makes me pressurized. It makes me stiff & baffled. I couldn't make a point to cease it or even prevent it. I may blabbing nonsense yet that's the truth.

Abide with me, I'm sure I'll be back to who I am.