I have no idea what is going on around me. I feel like I'm in a different cluster of environment, its no longer the place where I always wanted to be. I ought to have answers with me, yet I don't even have any. Everybody is keeping me in the dark, I have no background of what you guys are going through. Why do people changed? Why do they have to change? & why do I have to be different?

I may look strong but deep down I'm just too weak to handle such changes that hit right through my face without any words being said. Its true sometimes when others said that, 'you may know your friends today, but not some other day'. We live up to what we want but not to what others want. Cause they are not in your tiny winy shoes, so do I. I've always wanted to stay in that environment where fairytale are being shared among others, while now its just a graveyard for us to reminisce the past together which we hope that it will be buried along in time.

It may seem odd yet it can't be helped. I'm just too worn out to go through every cycle again. Its never gonna be the same again. When you do such stupid stuff, it was just an excuse to runaway or hide from the current situations that you faced. & it was never a mistake.